It's scary!!

It’s scary to know the fact that I have fallen for him.… and it’s scary that for once in my life that I’m actually happy again, more happy than I was before, and that’s because of him.… he’s done all things right to show me that not all guys are the same. And the best part of it all was that I showed him that not all girls are the same as well.… but the most terrifying thing is knowing that one day it may all just disappear… that’s why it’s so hard, so hard not to get attached and hold on to something that’s soo great, that’s so right, but I know what I’m doing is best for me. As much as I want to tell him I won’t, at least not anytime soon.… for now I’m going to keep it to myself and enjoy what I have, I can’t tell the future all I can do is enjoy what I have now…. but it’s nice to admit to myself that I have fallen for him and that I’m happy again. It’s just all scary xp

are you looking for love?

When life gives you lemons, you make lemon aid. As people we are often such for what it is to be human, and where we fit in, and more often than not we find it, is love. Our bodies long for someone and our head is eager to love and to be loved back and when it’s not happening for us, we immediately get down on our selves asking things like “ what’s wrong with me” and the answer is nothing in order to seek and find love; it does not happen that way, although you may find lust, it won’t last long. in order to find love, you must love yourself. well why would you do that? for one you are stuck with yourself, 24/7 and its easy if you love who you are and second it so much better to let love find you by surprise rather, then being disappointed all the time. So if you are surching for love look no further than the person in the mirror and let yourself be your boyfriend or girlfriend take yourself on a date stop being afraid to be alone and when you get comfortable with yourself maybe you’ll find someone but if not you won’t care so many causes, you will be too busy loving yourself.