Thought of the day

Bismillah

I’ve been called a lot of things in my life. Good things, bad things, neutral, both ways and the likes. I’ve been liked by people, and i’ve been hated. We’ve all been there. We can’t be perfect to everyone, right? and we can’t really like everyone sometimes. Even we have some people that we don’t really like to associate with sometimes. 

Though Im thankful to God. for the things that people see me, and the things that people think of me, there’s still a lot of things that people dont see. That i hide from people. there are things that i am ashamed of myself. A lot of things people don’t see that. and im thankful. Allah has helped me to cover up my short comings. For only He can see everything that i do, and it is within His power to expose or to cover the things we do. so i’m thankful for the things that Allah has covered for me. 

There’s a lot of things i do, that i am really disappointed at. bad things. i may be exaggerating by saying all this, but personally, i know the things that i’ve done, the things i’ve thought, and the things that i’ve said, and there were many things that are bad and sinful and hurtful. 

So I pray to God, to forgive me and all my sins. I hope that the people that i’ve hurt before can forgive my mistakes and my short comings. I hope that my parents and family members can forgive me for my mistakes i’ve done to them. 

We live in a society. we can’t ignore other people. so, one way or another, we may or may not have hurt someone without we realizing. I pray that those people can find it in their hearts to forgive me. I need to make the effort to ask forgiveness to those who i may hurt in the past. and i need to do it before i die. for when i die, i will lose the chance to ask. and that bad deed will stick with me till the day of judgement. and i fear for that. 

People may think that i’m a generic good girl as i try to be good and caring as the best that i can. but people dont realize that everyone has problems of their own. and sins of their owns. so dont be quick to judge a person without even knowing them. A problem to someone can be nothing to others, and something that is nothing to someone can be a major problem for someone else. 

think about that. 

I pray that Allah would forgive all my sins, and grant me wisdom and the strength to pay back all that i’ve neglect all these while. Grant us strength to stand by the truth and to do the things that You’ve ordered to us and to abstain from the things that You’ve judged wrong. forgive us all ya Allah. forgive us.  

InshaAllah

ps: a state of humility and asking forgiveness is better than thinking that there is no judgement and that we are free from sins. for when we know that every action has a consequence in the future, InsHaAllah, we would abstain from it. for every action has consequences….