Sometimes...

Sometimes I just wanna start everything over… Live my life starting from scratch. It would give me a chance to do everything right; No disappointments, no anger, just honesty. Sometimes I just wanna confess to all the lies I’ve said and relieve myself of all the fear in my mentality. Clearing my conscious and conquering my fears are things I’ve always wanted to do. I feel like both of these are keeping me from reaching my full potential. Sometimes I just wanna take a stroll down to the park and appreciate the wind against my cheek. Notice the freckles on a little boy’s face and show him the beauty of a single dandelion. I’d sit on a swing when I’d get the chance. I would find that a simple push by someone else is worth a million words because for those 2 seconds, at the most, you let go of everything, put it in the hands of this other person, and look forward to an unknown high. Sometimes I wanna leave the country without letting anyone know and just enjoy the purity of the world. With this influence, I’d like to see the world through new eyes and envision how the world would be different if everyone experienced what I had been experiencing. Sometimes I want to lay on my roof and count the stars in the beautiful night sky. Although nearly impossible, I’d like to accomplish what no one else has accomplished before. I wanna find the brightest star, learn its’ name and find it every night after that. Sometimes I just wanna find this nonsense again we all call “Love,” just so I can face my insecurities and prove that it really is out there. Sometimes I don’t even wanna believe in Love because of just that, it hasn’t proven it’s out there. Sometimes….