Thursday, 18 August 2011

Thankful

One of my random “happy” vents cause my blog seems so depressing sometimes. Lol. I wanna say I’m thankful for this summer. It has taught me a lot and gave me ample time to think things over and I have a new perspective when it comes to certain situations. I now know that I’m stronger than I put myself out to be. And I know that I don’t have to be strong by myself. I have my friends and family there to help me whenever I need them and God to be there. I’m thankful for all the hurt times I went through this summer. It’s made me a better person. I’m thankful for all the people that listen to my stupid vents all the time. I’m thankful for all the times that I cried over being hurt. It taught me that even though being strong and putting on happy face all the time is good, it’s only good til it’s about that time to break down. That breaking down and sometimes just crying is good too. You can’t be strong forever. And being strong when you have every right to break down shows great strength. I’m kinda thankful for all the back and forth bullshit I went through. I’m still learning to stand my ground with that one but I can’t help that that’s my weakness. You. I’m still learning and trying to figure things and people out but I’m still thankful for you. I’m very, very thankful for the people I got closer with this summer. There are still good people in this fucked up world and I’m glad I got closer to a few. So yea, I’m very thankful (:

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