Thinking.

Today I thought of something.

2 years ago, if that, I used to be so naive. I honestly believed everything was nice and lovely and that everyone could get on together. I used to have a positive outlook on life; that everything would work out in the end. And I used to like and trust everyone until given a reason not to like or trust them.

Now I believe that nothing is nice, nothing is lovely and majority of things are filled with hate. I don’t really have a positive outlook any more either; not everything works out the way that would be best for you. And now, I don’t like anyone until they give me a reason to like them and I most definitely do not trust any one unless they have earned it.

I don’t why, in a relatively short time, I have become such a negative person. I just want to go back to being a kid again, where everything was simple, no boys were involved and where everyone became your best friend as soon as you met them. ,,